Mess

Dear Blogger

I have to admit it...
My last post was so lame!
It happened before, you know, posting songs or whatever cause I had nothing to say.
However, it is different this time.
I have WAY too much stories to share and I just don't know where to start.

Well, let's just put it this way...the relationship I have is an unhealthy one.
We broke up 3 times already since we got together 2 months ago.
That other woman of his is moving back to his place and it's killing me just to think what might happen when they are alone together.
Man!!!!I hate that so badly!!!

Anyhow, there are so many things that I need to worry right now.
For instance my little sis is going to Belgium and will spend a nice life there,
I still have no idea where to go after The Golden Triangle since my Swiss plan has been postponed, the worst of the worst of the worst thing is I can't seem to find my Joe anywhere...
It worries me a bit is he already HERE with me?
That would be a disaster!
I'm not ready for that yet...and bet the guy is not ready for my Joe too.
But then again the last time we spoke 'DAD is COMING.' not 'Dad is HERE.'
RIGHT?

Well, we have to wait and see how my story turn out!

Amy