My Old Post

Back in the day, I wrote pretty nice thing about being single and how I liked it.
I went back and spent a few minutes reading that.
And man...I miss being an old hag. I do dude!

It was easier back then...my life.
I walked freely, had enough sleep and didn't have to give a shit about anything.
Now I share this guy with a not-so-cute-woman, though he kinna dig me, it starts to bug me a bit.
The fact that he is trying to control me is far worse than him being taken.
I'm man enough to admit that he belongs to someone else.
It doesn't bother me that much. I kinna like it when he is with her.
I need spaces...lots of spaces and he won't give me that unless his girl is near.

I thought we're like 2 kids hanging out, having fun but not fot this guy.
He takes everything seriously and try to make me his dream girl.
I mean why do I, Amy, have to take care of someone's feelings?
I mean I'm the Queen(Drama Queen,) people should spoil me.
That's the way things were for the past 26 years. And I enjoyed that!!

I have to sort of tone myself down a bit just to make sure being me won't bother the guy so much.
He is not supposed to be that whining. I thought I chose the right guy.
After all this relationship is about helping me become a secure and mature lady.
Why would I bother hanging out with someone equally emotionally retarded?
He should be my solid ground not the other way around.

Anyhow, it's just something I would like to share with you after a long pause.
I just don't know how to put these things here.
It's WAY too hard, too complicated trying to tell you guys about this.
Well, Gotta go now. I'll see you later then.

Be Well!
Amy
Link to the Old Post: http://amyamp.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html