Back from the battlefield

Now What!

I just got fucked! Not FUCK but fuck...you know what let's start the shit again.
I just got brutally ruined my travelling-the-world butget by Qatar Airways.

Well, They invited me to Phuket for an interview which turned out to be a minor disaster.
I was kicked out of the room with the weight issue.
I mean that is like the suckiest reason ever.
I got high score from English test, I'm positive on that one.
As the matter of fact, I finished that test in about 10 minutes!
But no...that not good enough...if you are chubby or have fat in your body whatsoever, you will be kicked out!

Well, I'm disappointed of course and so sad to spend so much money for the trip that is compleately ruin my Disney Land plan.
And it hit me very hard...I think this is one reason out of hundreds other reasons why many girls nad ladies starve themself, risking their life just to be thin.
I think the world has to work harder to fight the "To be Beautiful you have to be thin and being thin only is the key to success in many life perspective."
I'm not saying this because I'm fat. I'm not fat and don't look fat besides 167 cms tall with 57 kgs is not fat.
That why I'm so worry about this. I need stick-figure to be accepted.
I did try that and it almost caused me my life so no more, not again.
Guess I have to find the back-up plan, right, to be Traveling The World as I wish.
Think I'm kinna find that plan already but it is an expensive one and I need a lot of money for that.
Well, I think we have to wait and see and find more back-up plans in case this one fell again.

So To be contined...

Amy