Dear Blogger
OK...I am doing something risky here.
I am using Four Seasons Tented Camp PC for personal purpose.
I could easily be kicked out of this hotel so quick for doing this!!!
(Or I could probably get a warning on this for the least!)
I'm only 3 days away from home...my beloved home.
Guess what happen?
I escorted two VIP guests to the wrong tent!!!
It seems to be normal right?
I mean someone screwed up and then another person also screwd up but as always...I was the last one on the line in this 'terrible disaster.'
Of course they sort of blame me for not double checking things before taking guests to their tent.
Well, they didnt say anything yet, but I'm so sure this incident will be mentioned on my first month review/comment.
I dont really worry about that.
I mean they dont have enough people to work.
If I'm not sooOOoo freaking terrible, I'm sure they keep me here.
Anyhow, I have plan to spend some (of my Dad) money during my home visit.
That is something I look forward to.
I'm literally dying to go home, esp. at these hours.
I also have plan to take some pretty pictures of me and send those to two guys...Fat One and my dear friend Kla.
I hope those pictures will make some impact.
I think it's about time to play with their heads a bit.
Well, I have to go now before they catch me red handed.
Peace!
Amy
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
I'm Coming Home!
OK
Dont have much time.
I'll be home on Nov 1-4.
It will be sooooo much fun for me to see shopping mall again!
Gatta GO!
Amy Lovely
Dont have much time.
I'll be home on Nov 1-4.
It will be sooooo much fun for me to see shopping mall again!
Gatta GO!
Amy Lovely
Saturday, October 21, 2006
My Belly Monster
Dear Blogger
Fat One AKA. My Belly Monster called.
We have been talking every night for about a week now.
Then last night he sort of stop calling me for no reason.
I tried to call him this morning...no replied.
Guess that trolly dolly girlfriend of him came home or sth.
Damn you bitch!
I'm kinna upset a bit to have crush on someone else BF.
I have to stop doing this for my own happiness.
Who am I kiddin? Me? Stop talking to the guy?
That is just impossible...at least at the moment.
I'm caught up. It's not easy to drag myself back...not yet.
The thing is he always says anything can happen.
He might not end up with his GF afterall.
He might find someone he likes so much.
Someone who fits him perfectly.
I thought he was talking about me...silly!
Well, I used to laugh at people who let love blinded them.
I thought I was better than that.
I thought I was strong and heartless.
I was never been so wrong.
I'm just like other girls. I'm no different.
Writing this love sick story proves that I am, afterall, just a girl.
It's kinna cool somehow, you know, to realize that I'm not cold-hearted, loveless evil.
I'm not that bitchy when it comes to love.
My belly Monster is, in a good way, the prove that I will let myself fall for someone at the end of the day without any fear of rejection or stuff like that.
He is the prove that I can too take the risk to find love and relationship.
I think someday after I survive this whole situation, I would be able to find someone to fall head over feet for and might even find true love.
It's weird, I know but you need to find good things out of the wrecked situation.
I did find one good thing from this cheating fat guy...
I know I have guts to reach out for a glimmer of a chance of love.
It will help me in the future. I don't know how but it will be useful.
Yet another cool post from Amy...
Your Truly =)
Fat One AKA. My Belly Monster called.
We have been talking every night for about a week now.
Then last night he sort of stop calling me for no reason.
I tried to call him this morning...no replied.
Guess that trolly dolly girlfriend of him came home or sth.
Damn you bitch!
I'm kinna upset a bit to have crush on someone else BF.
I have to stop doing this for my own happiness.
Who am I kiddin? Me? Stop talking to the guy?
That is just impossible...at least at the moment.
I'm caught up. It's not easy to drag myself back...not yet.
The thing is he always says anything can happen.
He might not end up with his GF afterall.
He might find someone he likes so much.
Someone who fits him perfectly.
I thought he was talking about me...silly!
Well, I used to laugh at people who let love blinded them.
I thought I was better than that.
I thought I was strong and heartless.
I was never been so wrong.
I'm just like other girls. I'm no different.
Writing this love sick story proves that I am, afterall, just a girl.
It's kinna cool somehow, you know, to realize that I'm not cold-hearted, loveless evil.
I'm not that bitchy when it comes to love.
My belly Monster is, in a good way, the prove that I will let myself fall for someone at the end of the day without any fear of rejection or stuff like that.
He is the prove that I can too take the risk to find love and relationship.
I think someday after I survive this whole situation, I would be able to find someone to fall head over feet for and might even find true love.
It's weird, I know but you need to find good things out of the wrecked situation.
I did find one good thing from this cheating fat guy...
I know I have guts to reach out for a glimmer of a chance of love.
It will help me in the future. I don't know how but it will be useful.
Yet another cool post from Amy...
Your Truly =)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Put Your Records On: Colinne Bailey Rey
Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
And nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same.
Oh, don't you hesitate.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that awful hairdo.
Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere..somehow
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
And nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same.
Oh, don't you hesitate.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that awful hairdo.
Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere..somehow
Saturday, October 14, 2006
My Old Journal
Hello!
I had free time last night, as usual, so I spent hours or so reading my old journal.
I was fun at first...I was hopeful, funny little girl who has just got back to Thailand with the feeling that I could get anything I wanted.
Then, after a year or so...I started to changed.
Somehow, somewhere between late 2004 and early 2006...I became a really hopeless and desperated person.
I was soooo shocked, looking back at myself then.
I was so childish, whining and pathetic.
At one piont...I hit the bottom ground.
I hated myself so much I didn't even believe life could get any better.
It scared me to feel that way about myself.
It's really scary...what if I was too weak to get through those days...
It's WAY too horrifying just to think about that.
Today I feel better about ME.
I feel fine in my own skin, even though I'm still the same person.
Still carry extra weight, loveless, struggle to survive my career advancement stuff, lonely, broke, but somehow those things don't bother me too much anymore.
Guess I'm growing up...mentally.
It feels kinna good to be here where I stand today.
I believe I can do anything now.
If you survive the I-hate-myself period and able to look back and laugh at yourself then, guess you'll survive anything.
I hope and pray all of you who have a chance to read this post finally realize how lucky we are to be here on this planet.
I hope you too can conqure all your obstacles.
And I pray, somehow you will find a way to thank God for giving you the chance to be YOU cause I did...and it felt really really good.
Before I go, I'll leave one quote from my favourite woman in the world here.
I think it will be somewhat helpful if you ever hit the bottom ground.
Enjoy living your life!
Amy =)
“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”
Carrie Bradshaw: Sex and the City
I had free time last night, as usual, so I spent hours or so reading my old journal.
I was fun at first...I was hopeful, funny little girl who has just got back to Thailand with the feeling that I could get anything I wanted.
Then, after a year or so...I started to changed.
Somehow, somewhere between late 2004 and early 2006...I became a really hopeless and desperated person.
I was soooo shocked, looking back at myself then.
I was so childish, whining and pathetic.
At one piont...I hit the bottom ground.
I hated myself so much I didn't even believe life could get any better.
It scared me to feel that way about myself.
It's really scary...what if I was too weak to get through those days...
It's WAY too horrifying just to think about that.
Today I feel better about ME.
I feel fine in my own skin, even though I'm still the same person.
Still carry extra weight, loveless, struggle to survive my career advancement stuff, lonely, broke, but somehow those things don't bother me too much anymore.
Guess I'm growing up...mentally.
It feels kinna good to be here where I stand today.
I believe I can do anything now.
If you survive the I-hate-myself period and able to look back and laugh at yourself then, guess you'll survive anything.
I hope and pray all of you who have a chance to read this post finally realize how lucky we are to be here on this planet.
I hope you too can conqure all your obstacles.
And I pray, somehow you will find a way to thank God for giving you the chance to be YOU cause I did...and it felt really really good.
Before I go, I'll leave one quote from my favourite woman in the world here.
I think it will be somewhat helpful if you ever hit the bottom ground.
Enjoy living your life!
Amy =)
“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”
Carrie Bradshaw: Sex and the City
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Love Songs for Amy (@ the moment)
Guess the best way to describe my LOVE situation at the moment is to put some songs here.
I'm wayyyyy tooooo messy right now.
Too messy to think straight!
I'm in a really really weird place.
My work performances are terrible.
I was always so sure about spending a year or so at Tented Camp then transfer back to Chiang Mai...I'm not so sure now.
I might not survive the probation period.
The hell with them!!! I'll look for something else to do.!
Since my career move is proved to be a lil bit stupid, my love life is also proved to be equally stupid!
Well, I'm kinna fall for two guys that I will never have. Not in a million years.
One is married with a two-year-old daughter, another one is engaged to be married to an Emirates Cabin Crew.
How irony! >=(
OK let's get back to the songs now.
Here are the songs I really think best describe my situation in term of love and relationship at the moment.
Rainy Day : The Coors
A bomb drops and no-one stirs on a lazy summers evening,
Seated, with a man she knows she shouldn't be with,
But in his eyes, the light surprise, something she's been needin',
A certain touch within her voice, can tell you what she's feelin',
I want you, need you, yeah, I want you, I'll need you,
and I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'll come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
A door slams and suddenly, she's awoken from her dreams,
of late goodbye's and shadowed eyes, those crazy summer feelings
I want you, need you, Oh, I want you, I'll need you,
and I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day
I want you, need you, yeah, I want you, I'll need you,
and I've been lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
yeah I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day, (save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day, (save it for a rainy day),
I'll save it for a rainy day, save it for a rainy day
Artist: Corinne bailey rae
Song: Trouble Sleeping
It's late and i m feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping.
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing
Could it be I'm suffering
Because i m never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
(please please)
Tell me i dont see myself
Couldn't I blame something else.
Don't say i m falling love
Some kind of therapy
Is all i need
Please believe me
Some instant remedy
that can cure me completely
Could it be I'm suffering
Because i m never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me i dont see myself
Couldn't I blame something else.
Don't say i m falling love
Falling in love
Yeaahhh
Hope your lives are better than mine.
Your Truly
Friday, October 06, 2006
Amy and The Camp!
Hello HEllo Hello!
This is still your same old Amy Amp...
I am now a trainee at Four SEasons Tented Camp Golden Triagle in Chiang Rai...
You're gonna have to bear with me here.
I need to say the damn hotel name as often as possible so I can remember it correctly!
Cause I have to be on the table which I would like to call the operation center which everyone has to call if they want to talk to anyone in the Camp.
It's way way hard for me to get everything done right!
That's why I need to catch up with other staff asap.
Or at least try not to screwed up esp. when the boss or the ass. mannager call me today.
I made lots of mistakes when answering the phone today.
Such as the fact that I forgot to say my name...and the assistant manager was the caller and he happened to remembered my name and pronounced it correctly!
So....damp himiliated!
After that I was so freaked out and said all the wrong things to the guests (on the phone only!)
See...We have this particular way to answer the phone...if the call comes from inside the camp property...Good Morning.. Camphost Suvichaya speaking, How may I assist you?
If the call comes from other places outside the camp...Good Moring Four Seasons Tented Camp Golden Triangle, how may I assist you...one moment please....Thank you for holding...Thank you for calling...and all the oh so polite and sweet blah blah blah!
I need to practice practice and then practice some more to be a good camphost and survive the probation period gracefully.
But it's only my first week here so it's ok to make mistakes...right?
OK gotta go now. Need some sleep tonight...Mae Sai tomorrow!
Hooray! my first day off...
I'll keep in touch..I promise!
Amy
P.S. If you want to see my work place go by Peun Dern Tang (เพื่อนเดินทางหน้าปกตองกับเคลลี่ ธนพัฒน์ )October issue or visit www.fourseasons.com and choose Golden Triangle brance...you'll see how beautiful the camp is. Cheers!
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