Nightmares/Fighter

Well, well, well...Howdy?
I'm so far so good...really nothing to complain lately.
First thing first, I'll be home soon...sadly it's not gonna be on Christmas.
I ask God to bring me home for Christmas but He didn't do that.
Guess He has another plan for me during that time.
(I'll be home on 17-21 December…in case you want too know.)

Next, I'm gonna tell you a rather weird and tiny bit spooky story.
(I even believe the whole thing was done by black magic or witchy spell of some kind!)

Before I start, let me ask you this...Have you ever had a dream about a certain person at different circumstances yet in chronological order for several nights in a row?
I did. It started 3 nights ago.
And it was about a certain guy...FAT GUY or the guy I used to call my belly monster. Yes, I had 3 dreams with him in them, 3 nights in a row. How Freaky!
I'm so scared he might barge back into my dream again tonight.
It scares me so much to dream about him especially when I haven't think about him that much anymore.
In some sub-conscious level, he still has influence on me, I suppose. That’s not nice at all!!!

It's about time to go into some details about those dreams, shall we?

Dec/8 First Dream: It was about US flirting like we did before the brain damage phase.
We were so happy exchanging flirty conversations.
I called this the Sugar Rush phase.
Why? Because he was my sugar rush, I’m serious.
I got goose bum just thinking about him, his flat ugly voice, big belly and his smiles.
I really thought we got something good going on but as you can see, I was so wrong!

Dec/9 Second Dream: This time it was a little bit real, I think.
It was about him changing, becoming a completely different person.
He started to ignore me and I was so upset about those changes.
I was sad then mad and finally realized I was wrong about this guy.
This phase is called the “Jerk” phase. The phase when his brain started to work strangely and brain check is so needed.

The third one, the one I just had last night (Dec/10):
This one I remember so clearly.
I was riding in front of a car with my old friend from primary school whom I never talked with after graduation.
The driver, I did not see who he was, told me we had a few people with us sitting in the back seat.
“You will be surprise to see who it is.”
I remembered feeling so scared and praying hard…NOT Him…Not fat guy…
Then, there he was smiling at me wearing this ridiculously cute pink polo shirt, sitting next to a guy I had never met before.
The minute I got out of the car, I walked away.
I just didn’t want to talk to him. I was so mad at him for his stupid lies and all. I was sitting somewhere minding my own business when he started to creep in close me and said something.
I didn’t hear what he said but it was sorry for what I did kinna thing.
He wanted me back. That’s what I felt and I wanted him to want me back so bad.
Suddenly I woke up from that nightmare…

I was 2 minutes away from letting him crawl back into my life and drag me down to the pathetic phase again. He is evil, even in my dream.
He wanted nothing but to play with my head and get into my…I bet you know where.
I need to get him out of my system real quick for my own good.
He is WAY too dangerous for me. The good thing about all this is I will never see him again in reality.
Let him come into my dreams. He could take nothing from me in dream land.
I’ll fight hard to get him out of my world once and for all.
He doesn’t worth my time anyway!!!

Thanx for making me a Fighter!
Amy =)