I'll be Home for Chrismas

Dear Dear Dear

Hi! HO!
I think I'll be home this Chrismas.
Well, at least that's what I hope and pray for so often lately.
Chrismas has always been my favourite holiday since I was so young.
I was dying to celebrate Christmas every year for so long.
I could have had that chance last year but you know Grams funeral...too sad to bring it up again, Sorry!
The thing is I always believe that if God really wants me and my family to be with Him, He should bring us home together celebrating Christmas like the rest of Christians do.
I mean that's the least He can do for us, right?
We'll have to wait and see on that one.

Anyhow, I recieved a phone call a few days ago.
They wanted me to go for a job interview...at Mentor language school.
I was so happy...I was so ready to go there and walk out of this chitty place.
Then I talked to Joey, my boy, and I realized that I must stay here.
It's a part of the plan. I have to stay for B and my future.
I can't just walk out of here...not yet.
Joey told me to wait patiently for things to happened.
And that what I would do!

In less than a year B will come.
In about a year I'll be out of here, gracefully.
In 2 years and 11 months Joey will arrive.

I have to wait for my life to begin.
I never thought life would start here but if Joey said it could then it would.
Afterall, if He gets me to this, He will get me through this.

Gotta go now baby,
Nighty Night!

Amy =)
(smiling tonightand for the rest of my life!)