Hello!
It's been awhile...
I've returned from my home a few days ago.
Got back to work yesterday. It was ok.
There was one change here lately. It's the temp.
The temp is dropping so fast. It was so darn cold here these days.
It's was arond 9 degrees celcius this morning.
The worst part is people keep telling me it will get colder and colder each day!
I hate to work in the cold..really hate that.
Anyway, my boss Mr. JMF decided not to celebrate Christmas at the camp because you know he just has to go somewhere partying.
Again no proper Christmas Celebration for Christian Amy. =( SAD SAD SAD
However, on Dec 30 and 31 and also New Year will be sooooOooo freaking busi for us at Tented Camp.
We will have 1 wedding ceremony and countdown to New Year....I don't even want to imagine how crazy it will be on those days.
Well, guess I have to go now.
It's way tooo cold for me to type.
Love Love Love
Amy
Friday, December 22, 2006
Friday, December 15, 2006
Pictures
Hi!
Well, I have a confession to make.
I was kinna almost fall for fat guy again after that dreams thing.
(Incase you want to know, I had a dream about fat chinese boy. He was so cute and for some reasons I felt so sad for him. I didnt remember what happened to the boy, All I knew was I felt so sad for him somehow. Hope that cute fat boy was not that Fugly Fat Guy! Right? If that was him when he was younger...I would scream right now. I'm serious!)
Back to the subject, I was soOoo close to fall for him again.
Who am I kidding! I did fall for him again, already.
I counted white birds, butterflies and stuff just to make sure if I could find 100 white birds or 10 colorful butterflies in 10 minutes, he would crawl back into my life once again. How pathetic!
Anyway, a mutual friend of us (Fat Guy and Me) sent some pictures of her in Singapore for me to see.
Of course, Fat Guy happened to be in some of those pictures.
And thank God for that cause he looked plain.
Instead of jumping up and down,acting all crazy about him...I felt almost nothing.
He was cuter in my memories, or at least that's what I believed.
It was loneliness that ruined my sight and made him looked cuter than he really was.
I'm so glad I saw those pictures of him.
It will help me cut him off quicker than I ever thought.
And no I won't show you those pictures.
It's WAY tooooOooo embarrasing!
By the way, It's been a good day for me so far.
I only got 3 and a half hours to work before my 5 days off.
Can't Wait!!!!!
Amy =)
Well, I have a confession to make.
I was kinna almost fall for fat guy again after that dreams thing.
(Incase you want to know, I had a dream about fat chinese boy. He was so cute and for some reasons I felt so sad for him. I didnt remember what happened to the boy, All I knew was I felt so sad for him somehow. Hope that cute fat boy was not that Fugly Fat Guy! Right? If that was him when he was younger...I would scream right now. I'm serious!)
Back to the subject, I was soOoo close to fall for him again.
Who am I kidding! I did fall for him again, already.
I counted white birds, butterflies and stuff just to make sure if I could find 100 white birds or 10 colorful butterflies in 10 minutes, he would crawl back into my life once again. How pathetic!
Anyway, a mutual friend of us (Fat Guy and Me) sent some pictures of her in Singapore for me to see.
Of course, Fat Guy happened to be in some of those pictures.
And thank God for that cause he looked plain.
Instead of jumping up and down,acting all crazy about him...I felt almost nothing.
He was cuter in my memories, or at least that's what I believed.
It was loneliness that ruined my sight and made him looked cuter than he really was.
I'm so glad I saw those pictures of him.
It will help me cut him off quicker than I ever thought.
And no I won't show you those pictures.
It's WAY tooooOooo embarrasing!
By the way, It's been a good day for me so far.
I only got 3 and a half hours to work before my 5 days off.
Can't Wait!!!!!
Amy =)
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Nightmares/Fighter
Well, well, well...Howdy?
I'm so far so good...really nothing to complain lately.
First thing first, I'll be home soon...sadly it's not gonna be on Christmas.
I ask God to bring me home for Christmas but He didn't do that.
Guess He has another plan for me during that time.
(I'll be home on 17-21 December…in case you want too know.)
Next, I'm gonna tell you a rather weird and tiny bit spooky story.
(I even believe the whole thing was done by black magic or witchy spell of some kind!)
Before I start, let me ask you this...Have you ever had a dream about a certain person at different circumstances yet in chronological order for several nights in a row?
I did. It started 3 nights ago.
And it was about a certain guy...FAT GUY or the guy I used to call my belly monster. Yes, I had 3 dreams with him in them, 3 nights in a row. How Freaky!
I'm so scared he might barge back into my dream again tonight.
It scares me so much to dream about him especially when I haven't think about him that much anymore.
In some sub-conscious level, he still has influence on me, I suppose. That’s not nice at all!!!
It's about time to go into some details about those dreams, shall we?
Dec/8 First Dream: It was about US flirting like we did before the brain damage phase.
We were so happy exchanging flirty conversations.
I called this the Sugar Rush phase.
Why? Because he was my sugar rush, I’m serious.
I got goose bum just thinking about him, his flat ugly voice, big belly and his smiles.
I really thought we got something good going on but as you can see, I was so wrong!
Dec/9 Second Dream: This time it was a little bit real, I think.
It was about him changing, becoming a completely different person.
He started to ignore me and I was so upset about those changes.
I was sad then mad and finally realized I was wrong about this guy.
This phase is called the “Jerk” phase. The phase when his brain started to work strangely and brain check is so needed.
The third one, the one I just had last night (Dec/10):
This one I remember so clearly.
I was riding in front of a car with my old friend from primary school whom I never talked with after graduation.
The driver, I did not see who he was, told me we had a few people with us sitting in the back seat.
“You will be surprise to see who it is.”
I remembered feeling so scared and praying hard…NOT Him…Not fat guy…
Then, there he was smiling at me wearing this ridiculously cute pink polo shirt, sitting next to a guy I had never met before.
The minute I got out of the car, I walked away.
I just didn’t want to talk to him. I was so mad at him for his stupid lies and all. I was sitting somewhere minding my own business when he started to creep in close me and said something.
I didn’t hear what he said but it was sorry for what I did kinna thing.
He wanted me back. That’s what I felt and I wanted him to want me back so bad.
Suddenly I woke up from that nightmare…
I was 2 minutes away from letting him crawl back into my life and drag me down to the pathetic phase again. He is evil, even in my dream.
He wanted nothing but to play with my head and get into my…I bet you know where.
I need to get him out of my system real quick for my own good.
He is WAY too dangerous for me. The good thing about all this is I will never see him again in reality.
Let him come into my dreams. He could take nothing from me in dream land.
I’ll fight hard to get him out of my world once and for all.
He doesn’t worth my time anyway!!!
Thanx for making me a Fighter!
Amy =)
I'm so far so good...really nothing to complain lately.
First thing first, I'll be home soon...sadly it's not gonna be on Christmas.
I ask God to bring me home for Christmas but He didn't do that.
Guess He has another plan for me during that time.
(I'll be home on 17-21 December…in case you want too know.)
Next, I'm gonna tell you a rather weird and tiny bit spooky story.
(I even believe the whole thing was done by black magic or witchy spell of some kind!)
Before I start, let me ask you this...Have you ever had a dream about a certain person at different circumstances yet in chronological order for several nights in a row?
I did. It started 3 nights ago.
And it was about a certain guy...FAT GUY or the guy I used to call my belly monster. Yes, I had 3 dreams with him in them, 3 nights in a row. How Freaky!
I'm so scared he might barge back into my dream again tonight.
It scares me so much to dream about him especially when I haven't think about him that much anymore.
In some sub-conscious level, he still has influence on me, I suppose. That’s not nice at all!!!
It's about time to go into some details about those dreams, shall we?
Dec/8 First Dream: It was about US flirting like we did before the brain damage phase.
We were so happy exchanging flirty conversations.
I called this the Sugar Rush phase.
Why? Because he was my sugar rush, I’m serious.
I got goose bum just thinking about him, his flat ugly voice, big belly and his smiles.
I really thought we got something good going on but as you can see, I was so wrong!
Dec/9 Second Dream: This time it was a little bit real, I think.
It was about him changing, becoming a completely different person.
He started to ignore me and I was so upset about those changes.
I was sad then mad and finally realized I was wrong about this guy.
This phase is called the “Jerk” phase. The phase when his brain started to work strangely and brain check is so needed.
The third one, the one I just had last night (Dec/10):
This one I remember so clearly.
I was riding in front of a car with my old friend from primary school whom I never talked with after graduation.
The driver, I did not see who he was, told me we had a few people with us sitting in the back seat.
“You will be surprise to see who it is.”
I remembered feeling so scared and praying hard…NOT Him…Not fat guy…
Then, there he was smiling at me wearing this ridiculously cute pink polo shirt, sitting next to a guy I had never met before.
The minute I got out of the car, I walked away.
I just didn’t want to talk to him. I was so mad at him for his stupid lies and all. I was sitting somewhere minding my own business when he started to creep in close me and said something.
I didn’t hear what he said but it was sorry for what I did kinna thing.
He wanted me back. That’s what I felt and I wanted him to want me back so bad.
Suddenly I woke up from that nightmare…
I was 2 minutes away from letting him crawl back into my life and drag me down to the pathetic phase again. He is evil, even in my dream.
He wanted nothing but to play with my head and get into my…I bet you know where.
I need to get him out of my system real quick for my own good.
He is WAY too dangerous for me. The good thing about all this is I will never see him again in reality.
Let him come into my dreams. He could take nothing from me in dream land.
I’ll fight hard to get him out of my world once and for all.
He doesn’t worth my time anyway!!!
Thanx for making me a Fighter!
Amy =)
Friday, December 01, 2006
I'll be Home for Chrismas
Dear Dear Dear
Hi! HO!
I think I'll be home this Chrismas.
Well, at least that's what I hope and pray for so often lately.
Chrismas has always been my favourite holiday since I was so young.
I was dying to celebrate Christmas every year for so long.
I could have had that chance last year but you know Grams funeral...too sad to bring it up again, Sorry!
The thing is I always believe that if God really wants me and my family to be with Him, He should bring us home together celebrating Christmas like the rest of Christians do.
I mean that's the least He can do for us, right?
We'll have to wait and see on that one.
Anyhow, I recieved a phone call a few days ago.
They wanted me to go for a job interview...at Mentor language school.
I was so happy...I was so ready to go there and walk out of this chitty place.
Then I talked to Joey, my boy, and I realized that I must stay here.
It's a part of the plan. I have to stay for B and my future.
I can't just walk out of here...not yet.
Joey told me to wait patiently for things to happened.
And that what I would do!
In less than a year B will come.
In about a year I'll be out of here, gracefully.
In 2 years and 11 months Joey will arrive.
I have to wait for my life to begin.
I never thought life would start here but if Joey said it could then it would.
Afterall, if He gets me to this, He will get me through this.
Gotta go now baby,
Nighty Night!
Amy =)
(smiling tonightand for the rest of my life!)
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