Love Songs for Amy (@ the moment)

Guess the best way to describe my LOVE situation at the moment is to put some songs here.
I'm wayyyyy tooooo messy right now.
Too messy to think straight!
I'm in a really really weird place.
My work performances are terrible.
I was always so sure about spending a year or so at Tented Camp then transfer back to Chiang Mai...I'm not so sure now.
I might not survive the probation period.
The hell with them!!! I'll look for something else to do.!

Since my career move is proved to be a lil bit stupid, my love life is also proved to be equally stupid!
Well, I'm kinna fall for two guys that I will never have. Not in a million years.
One is married with a two-year-old daughter, another one is engaged to be married to an Emirates Cabin Crew.
How irony! >=(

OK let's get back to the songs now.
Here are the songs I really think best describe my situation in term of love and relationship at the moment.

Rainy Day : The Coors
A bomb drops and no-one stirs on a lazy summers evening,
Seated, with a man she knows she shouldn't be with,
But in his eyes, the light surprise, something she's been needin',
A certain touch within her voice, can tell you what she's feelin',

I want you, need you, yeah, I want you, I'll need you,
and I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'll come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),

A door slams and suddenly, she's awoken from her dreams,
of late goodbye's and shadowed eyes, those crazy summer feelings

I want you, need you, Oh, I want you, I'll need you,
and I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day

I want you, need you, yeah, I want you, I'll need you,
and I've been lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
yeah I'll be lyin' here waitin', hopin' lov'd come my way,
(save it for a rainy day), but if the sun's still shinin',
I'll save it for another day,(save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day, (save it for a rainy day),
save it for a rainy day, (save it for a rainy day),
I'll save it for a rainy day, save it for a rainy day


Artist: Corinne bailey rae
Song: Trouble Sleeping

It's late and i m feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping.
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing

Could it be I'm suffering
Because i m never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
(please please)
Tell me i dont see myself
Couldn't I blame something else.
Don't say i m falling love

Some kind of therapy
Is all i need
Please believe me
Some instant remedy
that can cure me completely

Could it be I'm suffering
Because i m never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me i dont see myself
Couldn't I blame something else.
Don't say i m falling love


Falling in love
Yeaahhh


Hope your lives are better than mine.
Your Truly