Little Voice in My Head

Hello!

It's me Amy.
How are you doing?
I'm good...on diet again. (Right!)
It's been a while since the last time we commuted'
Great news is I'm taking IELTS test on May 25th.
Bad news is the IELTS test is the only exciting things to happen lately.
What a fun, amazing, awesome life!!! Woooo Hoooo!

Well, actually there is a tiny little change going on around here.
It's kinna silly though.
So if you're looking for something matter or a non-idiotic post...I suggest you should say bye-bye and leave.
Okay...what I'm trying to say is about Paul Walker.
Yes, boo hoo boring...shut it!
No..You shut it!

Back to the subject, I watched Eight Below yesterday.
Paul was, of course, as hot and drop-dead as usual.
The stangest thing was at one point during the movie, there was this little voice inside my head said 'You'll never have him.'
It was the 1st time that I realised that Paul Walker was not for me at all.
Yes, I'm man enough to admit that I actually believed that at some point in an unearthly way, the guy and I would end up together.
Told you it's silly!

What was wrong with me?
I have no idea...litterally.
I assume that it's my path to join the real world.
No more 'IDEAL Imaginary Relationship' for me.
I finally capable of saying 'I would rather stay single than having a perfect fake relationship that only exists in my head.'
Well, it is sucks. Growing up is always sucks, esp. for me.
Nothing I can do about that anyway so deal with it!

Gotta go now. Got work to do.
BB

Amy =)

P.S. A guy from my past life is joing my company. Damn! what a great news! >:(