QUIT!

Dear Blogger

I'm on the edge.
I have enough of this so called work place.
It is so unfair for me to stuck here while all I want to do is quit.
QUIT! QUIT! QUIT!
If I don't have to support my family, oh..I would totally walk out of the place so quick!
That's how much I hate the place.

I should have got the darn airlines job.
I should be going places.
I'm so darn good at that...I'm not good at standing still at all.
I'm just...too unlucky to move on.
There are thousand of reasons keeping me from living the life I want.

Okay, let's just do this whole things again.
I'm not wishing for a great, perfect or ideal life, being Paul's girl whatsoever, what I really need is a new job outside of Thailand.
Is it too much to ask?
I have been such a good girl for so long....why?
This is the least you can do for me.
Just give me new job oppotunity.
That's all I'm asking for now.
(I'll ask for sth else someday but new job is something to die for at the moment.)
You know what, I'm leaving now...there's one place I have to go.
Australia Center here I come.

Amy

S.O.S Help is needed!

Ok, it's official now.
I'm so doomed!
Everyone is coming to my town this Friday to apply or EK.
I'm gonna freak for sure!
What am I gonna do?
I don't want to skrewed up this time.
I NEED to get out of this place asap.
I'm gonna have to practice breathing in and out to control my excitement.
I need to keep my cool.
Or else...you know so well, what's gonna happen!

God...Please help...
Amy (freak out...again)