I HOPE YOU DANCE

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hellbent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion)
I hope you dance
(Always rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder
Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

(Time is a real and constant motion)
I hope you dance
(Always rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder
Where those years have gone)

written by Mark Sanders and Tia Sillers,
sung by Lee Ann Womack,
backup vocals by Sons of the Desert

FOR YOU and You only, Amy!
Just hang in there!

Let's Call Him Beans

Why do I have to dress up for a guy who will never look at me...not in a million years?
If that's not sucks enough, I'm 85% positive that the guy is GAY.
Yes GAY GAY GAY. Darn Darn Darn!!!!
OK. Let me start it again, properly.
The thing is, I kinna like this guy...let's call him Beans.
I like Beans a little..who am I kiddin, I like Beans a lot.
He is so cute and funny.
Everybody says Beans has lots of gay qualities. That's why most people think he is gay.
I'm trying NOT to believe that rumor but the dude does look a little bit GAY.
Let's analyze his so call gay qualities...shall we?

1. He lives with the same guy for years. He tells everyone, that guy is JUST FRIEND. Right!
2. He wears a ring on his wedding finger. Guess who gave that ring to him...ding ding ding...his 'FRIEND'.
3. He likes kids. He wants kids. Who want kids at age of 25? I know I don't!
4. I'm not so sure about this one but Beans kinna pay too much attention to this particular guy in the office...particular GAY guy to be exact.
5. One of the girls said she saw Beans doing 'gay-like' dancing with a guy one night at this pub downtown.I wish I saw that dance move so I know if he is a dancing queen or just dancing jack ass.

Well, how about that? Is he gay?
I really can't tell. It's too hard for me to tell.
How can I, a girl who fell for Stephen Gateley from Boyzone and Mark Feehely from Westlife, seperate straight guys from gay people.
I just can't. My gaydar is broken!!! DAMN!

Anyway, the bottom line is Beans will never look at me the way I want him to.
That's all it matters. There is no chance whatsoever for Amy and Beans so call happy ending.
What left now...hmm...let's see...hmmm...nothing.
OOHHH Great! I have to start my love journey all over again! Or Maybe not?
I think I'll stay away from the battlefield for now.
It's not that good for me anyway, you know, love and relationship.
So why bother! Right?
Okay, this one goes for the people of the world, enjoy love while you can cause you might end up being a really unlucky whining bitch someday.
Just like me.
How lovely!

Good Luck Guys!
Kiss Kiss
Amy_Lonely :P

OHH...MY GODDDDD!!!!...>O

Dear My Beloved Empty Blog
First and foremost..let me just...scream!
I went to BKK.
They wanted me to work for them.
I wanted to work for them...but I don't now.
So I told them I couldn't accept the offer...STUPID AMY!
Now guess what happen...two more people are leaving the company.
It could have been me!!!
Stupid stupid stupid Amy!!!
EWWWHEWEEEW!!!!!
I hate my luck!

Nice Life!
Yeah as if!

Amy

BKK this Sunday

I'm going to Bangkok this Sunday.
I'm going there for a job interview...my first step to a better life.
I'm going there hoping to see P.K.
I'm going there fighting for my brighter days.
I'm going to Bangkok on Sunday.

I don't know if I would get the job...I mean there is a great chance that they will find me too ordinary, too fat, too talkative...too Amy.
And Amy is a loser. Not many people want to work with a loser, you know!

Anyway, do I really want this job?
You know so well what the answer is.
I'm waiting for the Airlines job.
Yep, I'm still waiting stupidly for any of those airlines to call... to pick me.
But of course, I know that I might never get that damn job at all.
That's why I started to look for other jobs.
Cause I can't wait and hope and dream that things will work themself out without any afford.
That's too hopeless...even for me.

Well, if this job is the job I have to do, I'll do it.
There are at least 4 lives depend on me right now.
I'm not gonna fail them.
I can't fail them...
Failure is not an option.

So what now?
Well, I'll never stop hoping to live happily somewhere outside Thailand.
That's what I'm gonna do.
Cause living happily in America, Europe or Australia is my ultimate dream.
So yes I'm gonna keep fighting for that.
Be happy or die trying, right?

Amy =)

P.S. My ulcers are back!! What a great life??!!??