The perfect man is gentle
Never cruel or mean
He has a beautiful smile
And keeps his face so clean.
The perfect man likes children
And will raise them by your side
He will be a good father
As well as a good husband to his bride.
The perfect man loves cooking
Cleaning and vacuuming too
He'll do anything in his power
To convey his feelings of love on to you.
The perfect man is sweet
Writing poetry from your name
He's a best friend to your mother
And kisses away your pain.
He never has made you cry
Or hurt you in any way
To hell with this endless poem
The perfect man is gay
From: http://www.coffeerooms.com/forums/gurlfriends/laughs/index.html
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Knowing Me!
The best way to know others is to know yourself.
That's nice! Someone should quote that one. Seriously!!
I come up with this self-learning "technique" a few days ago.
The best way to know what I really want is to get to know myself thoroughly.
I ask people...lots and lots of people about lots and lots of thing.
Their responses and suggestions are great.
But then again none of those great advices works for my situation.
That's why I, Amy, will be the one who answer all the questions I have by myself!
(I know smart people probably figure that out ages ago. Have I not tell you I'm dull!)
O.K! Let's get it started, shall we?O.K. I'll start the self-learning process here!Hmm...Hmm...Any idea where to start?Darn it!!!
I should know where to start!! Gosh..this is my life.
Who would understand me more than myself! Danm!
O.K. Again! I will start my getting to know me thing here!
1. My name is Suvichaya Rerkshanandana or Amp.
I like to be called Amy R. Shanan or Amy.
In fact, some of my friends know me as Amy which is kinna cool. I like it!
2. I'm 167 cms. heigh and weight 59 kgs.
I don't like my height and my weight.
I wish I could be a little bit taller says 3 cms more and 5 kgs less.
In order to achieve my ideal weight goal, I am now back to my diet routine!! I hope to reach the goal asap like in a month. Wish me luck!
(I just finished eating fat full candy! Amy you need to focus!!)
3. I am Thai. OK. This is a rather serious stuff. If you don't dig serious stuff pass it.
There are many narrow-minded people from Western world see us as "The Sin City."
They associate the word Thai with postitutetion, sex, crime, pollution, theft etc.
I fell sorry for them actually. They miss the beautiful side of my country.
They would never get the oppotunity to appreciate these beauty if they don't open their mind. But again we can never force anyone to change their opinion.
All we can do is to pray they find the light at the end of their narrow tunnel.
It's not nice at all hearing people talk trash about my HOME, a place where I grew up.
I hope one day I can be able to show the world how amazing Thailand is, to change people negative opinions, to make them love my Thailand as much as I do.
And that will make me so happy. =)
4. I have bad health. I have alcers stomach, colon...let just say I have the worst digestion system in the world.
I once tried to trade it with a cow cause she had 4 stomach. Of course she refused it!
That is why I stuck with this lousy thing for 24.5 years!
I believe the causes are my mouth and my hands.
The hands put too much bad food in the mouth which open so wide to accept whatever the hands bring. Bad bad mouth!
And I think staying up too late at night may have cause the alcers too.
I need to sleep early. It will help curing ulcers and lose my weight too!
5. The next one is my all time favourite subject...love and relationship.
I had..how many boyfriends..let's see..one in high school...one in..well, that's all I only had one boyfriend in High School which was almost 7 years ago.
Have you ever met anyone who stays single this long? Betcha don't!
I have no idea why I am always see myself holding my own hand on Valentine's, New Year, Christmas and every other holidays.
It is sad...so sad for me who always want 'someone' to be alone.
There were a some guys too you know, guys who try to be my special person.
None of them is right for me. I know they will disappear in a blink of an eye.
It used to bother me so much not being able to find the one for me but I'm better now.
After all only 13 couples find true love each day.
See the oods are too small. I guess my lucky day may never come.
I'm just unlucky in love that's all.
6. After spending around 10 mins trying to write serious stuffs above, I realize one thing, I can't handle them well.
I was restless, up set, frustrated everytime I have to make decision on serious issues like financial thing or career changing for instance.
I can't handle those stuffs at all. Period!
That's why I always tell people that being childish is my biggest flaw.
I need to work on that if I really want advancement in my career.
God! this self-learning thing is hard!
You know what, I think I know now what is the root of all the problems I have...childishness.
I always know I have a naughty little girl inside of me.
I want her cause she helps me get through many dark times.
She always stands by my side when the world seems too big and scary.
She brings my hope back. She makes me believe there are brighter days right ahead of me.
She helps me being an optimist.
But...I am a woman now. (eew!) It is time to wake the woman inside. (If I have one!)
She can't keep hiding behind the little girl anymore.
It's her turn to face the world now.
The girl will always be here to help me looking at all the world in optimistic light.
But when it comes to decision making, career changing, relationship aka. serious stuffs, I will let the grown-up do the job. That's how it should be for a long time.
Anyway, I'm glad I let these out of my system.
Not sure if this will work but how I'm feeling now makes me believe it will be better.
Nothing is too hard to handle.
Today is always worse than tomorrow.
Gotta go now!
Don't worry about me, I have a great life.
Amy =)
That's nice! Someone should quote that one. Seriously!!
I come up with this self-learning "technique" a few days ago.
The best way to know what I really want is to get to know myself thoroughly.
I ask people...lots and lots of people about lots and lots of thing.
Their responses and suggestions are great.
But then again none of those great advices works for my situation.
That's why I, Amy, will be the one who answer all the questions I have by myself!
(I know smart people probably figure that out ages ago. Have I not tell you I'm dull!)
O.K! Let's get it started, shall we?O.K. I'll start the self-learning process here!Hmm...Hmm...Any idea where to start?Darn it!!!
I should know where to start!! Gosh..this is my life.
Who would understand me more than myself! Danm!
O.K. Again! I will start my getting to know me thing here!
1. My name is Suvichaya Rerkshanandana or Amp.
I like to be called Amy R. Shanan or Amy.
In fact, some of my friends know me as Amy which is kinna cool. I like it!
2. I'm 167 cms. heigh and weight 59 kgs.
I don't like my height and my weight.
I wish I could be a little bit taller says 3 cms more and 5 kgs less.
In order to achieve my ideal weight goal, I am now back to my diet routine!! I hope to reach the goal asap like in a month. Wish me luck!
(I just finished eating fat full candy! Amy you need to focus!!)
3. I am Thai. OK. This is a rather serious stuff. If you don't dig serious stuff pass it.
There are many narrow-minded people from Western world see us as "The Sin City."
They associate the word Thai with postitutetion, sex, crime, pollution, theft etc.
I fell sorry for them actually. They miss the beautiful side of my country.
They would never get the oppotunity to appreciate these beauty if they don't open their mind. But again we can never force anyone to change their opinion.
All we can do is to pray they find the light at the end of their narrow tunnel.
It's not nice at all hearing people talk trash about my HOME, a place where I grew up.
I hope one day I can be able to show the world how amazing Thailand is, to change people negative opinions, to make them love my Thailand as much as I do.
And that will make me so happy. =)
4. I have bad health. I have alcers stomach, colon...let just say I have the worst digestion system in the world.
I once tried to trade it with a cow cause she had 4 stomach. Of course she refused it!
That is why I stuck with this lousy thing for 24.5 years!
I believe the causes are my mouth and my hands.
The hands put too much bad food in the mouth which open so wide to accept whatever the hands bring. Bad bad mouth!
And I think staying up too late at night may have cause the alcers too.
I need to sleep early. It will help curing ulcers and lose my weight too!
5. The next one is my all time favourite subject...love and relationship.
I had..how many boyfriends..let's see..one in high school...one in..well, that's all I only had one boyfriend in High School which was almost 7 years ago.
Have you ever met anyone who stays single this long? Betcha don't!
I have no idea why I am always see myself holding my own hand on Valentine's, New Year, Christmas and every other holidays.
It is sad...so sad for me who always want 'someone' to be alone.
There were a some guys too you know, guys who try to be my special person.
None of them is right for me. I know they will disappear in a blink of an eye.
It used to bother me so much not being able to find the one for me but I'm better now.
After all only 13 couples find true love each day.
See the oods are too small. I guess my lucky day may never come.
I'm just unlucky in love that's all.
6. After spending around 10 mins trying to write serious stuffs above, I realize one thing, I can't handle them well.
I was restless, up set, frustrated everytime I have to make decision on serious issues like financial thing or career changing for instance.
I can't handle those stuffs at all. Period!
That's why I always tell people that being childish is my biggest flaw.
I need to work on that if I really want advancement in my career.
God! this self-learning thing is hard!
You know what, I think I know now what is the root of all the problems I have...childishness.
I always know I have a naughty little girl inside of me.
I want her cause she helps me get through many dark times.
She always stands by my side when the world seems too big and scary.
She brings my hope back. She makes me believe there are brighter days right ahead of me.
She helps me being an optimist.
But...I am a woman now. (eew!) It is time to wake the woman inside. (If I have one!)
She can't keep hiding behind the little girl anymore.
It's her turn to face the world now.
The girl will always be here to help me looking at all the world in optimistic light.
But when it comes to decision making, career changing, relationship aka. serious stuffs, I will let the grown-up do the job. That's how it should be for a long time.
Anyway, I'm glad I let these out of my system.
Not sure if this will work but how I'm feeling now makes me believe it will be better.
Nothing is too hard to handle.
Today is always worse than tomorrow.
Gotta go now!
Don't worry about me, I have a great life.
Amy =)
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Kitty Kitty Cat
My life has always been surrounded by puffy little creature called CAT.
I love all kind of cats especially the white ones.
I just feel so happy everytime I see them.
It's so lucky that my whole family love cats too.
That's why we never had a fight over pet issue.
There is always at least one cat in our house since I was a girl.
I rememeber vaguely about my first cat.
His name was Hmog. (or Fog in English)
He was a big yellow cat.
He might not be that big but I was just a little girl and that made him looked so big for me.
He had been living with Grams and my Mom for so long before I was born.
All I remember about Hmog is I loved to thrown him from the stairs and watched him landed.
He was so nice to me even though I was nothing but a little whitchy girl.
He disappeared one day. I thought it was my fault that he left.
I felt bad...so bad about it that I started to treat cats and all kinds of animals better.
Our second cat was Oliver.
She was black and white.
She was so cute and sweet when she was in her good mood.
If she was in a bad mood, well...scary. But we loved her dearly.
We bought her cakes and candies cause she liked them so much everytime we went shopping. She stayed with us for 2 years and she was poisoned to death.
We believed she was accidentally eaten dead rats in the rice fields near our place.
The rats were poison. It was so sad. I felt so sad.
After Oliver incident, my family decided not to raise any cat for awhile until one day a stray cat came to our house. Of course we kept him.
Mom named him Choke (means Luck) cause he always brought good luck. He was so nice.
He was never got mad at us. He just loved us dearly.
He never slept in our house at night. I guessed he had lots and lots of places to visit.
One day he came to the house looking really bad. He caught a bad cold.
He spent most of his time sleeping on a bench on the 1st floor.
He was killed by 3 dogs while walking from his rest room back yard to his bench.
My aunt buried him near the canal behind our place so he could travelling around like he always did.
After a tragic death of Choke.
Another cat came into ourlives.
He belonged to my neightbour but he spent most of his day time at our place.
His name was Sri Tong (golden) but I changed his name to Touch after a popular singer.
He was not that nice. He never biten us or anything. He was just...dirty.
He always went #1 and sometimes #2 on our floor.
So when his owner took him away, I didn't feel that sad.
He was not really my cat after all.
A few years later, we decided to have a cat again.
This time we brought 2 cats from a friend of my sister.
They were brown..dirty brown female cats.
Geu-Goon and Noon-Num were their names.
The names mean to help and to support.
We were so sacared to lose them like we did with all the cats we had in the past.
So we took great care of them both cause we didn't know what might happen, you know.
And our most fear came true when someone stole GG from our place one early morning.
GG was a sweet angle little cat. She was weak but we took care of her till she became better.
Then some monsters from hell took her away.
I just hate them...so much.
But I still had NN to take care of.
A few years afetr GG's gone, Noon Num was pregnant.
She had five babies but we got to keep only one of them, Zimba.
(The rest of her babies were too weak to survive.)
Because NN had no milk for her baby, my Mom had to be the one who fed Zimba.
He was so smart but he had a bad heart. He died before his first birthday.
We still had Noon Num. She was a true survivor.
She survived many many deadly situations in her life.
I thought she would always be with us but again another monster from hell took her away.
She escaped from that jerk once.
We kept her lock up in the house for weeks and weeks to make sure she was safe.
But we couldn't lock her up forever. We let her walk around again after awhile.
And she was gone. She was disappear and never came back.
In order to kept Noon Num company, Mom bought a little naughty kitten called Ta-Ngeaw form my cousin's place.
We believed she might feel better ater losing her son, Zimba.
Ta Ngeaw, what can I say about her. She was a nice kitten...now a really moody old lady!!!
She still here with me. It's been 7 years since this carzy cat came from my cousin's place.
We love her so much!!! She always sleeps in Mom's bedroom.
She hates my bed room for some reasons! She was our only cat for 5 years before we decided that we need more cats to play with.
That's why we brought another 2 white fat cats to be our dolls!!
Their name are Todd and Toy.
I really hate to say this but Todd was killed 5 months ago after spending 2 years of happiness with us.
I can't tell you without cring my eyes out about the day he was killed.
So I'm just gonna skip that one. Sorry!
All I can say is he was the angel. He was sent by heaven. He was so loving and smart.
That's why I am 100% sure he is in a good and safe place now.
Ok. Let's get back to talk about the cats I still have with me, Ta-Ngeaw and Toy.
God...I just love these 2 fur balls!!!
They make me happy everytime I go back from hard day of work.
They just come near me and let me pet them, hug them, kiss them and just rub thier soft fur.
Everytime my cats passed away, I told myself I would never loved any cats again.
It was so sad to lose something you love and cherish.
But they always surprised me. They somehow managed to open the door that closed by just being so darn liveky and cute!!!
I would surely miss all the happiness our furly little friends bring if I choose to close that door forever.
I don't know what's gonna happen in the future.
All I know now is...I love my cats and I'll never let any bad incidents in the past stop me from opening my heart to love them.
You know what, I'm glad I open my heart. I really do.
Amy
P.S. Rest in peace all my beloved cats in the past. Thank you so much for being a beautiful part of my life. =)
I love all kind of cats especially the white ones.
I just feel so happy everytime I see them.
It's so lucky that my whole family love cats too.
That's why we never had a fight over pet issue.
There is always at least one cat in our house since I was a girl.
I rememeber vaguely about my first cat.
His name was Hmog. (or Fog in English)
He was a big yellow cat.
He might not be that big but I was just a little girl and that made him looked so big for me.
He had been living with Grams and my Mom for so long before I was born.
All I remember about Hmog is I loved to thrown him from the stairs and watched him landed.
He was so nice to me even though I was nothing but a little whitchy girl.
He disappeared one day. I thought it was my fault that he left.
I felt bad...so bad about it that I started to treat cats and all kinds of animals better.
Our second cat was Oliver.
She was black and white.
She was so cute and sweet when she was in her good mood.
If she was in a bad mood, well...scary. But we loved her dearly.
We bought her cakes and candies cause she liked them so much everytime we went shopping. She stayed with us for 2 years and she was poisoned to death.
We believed she was accidentally eaten dead rats in the rice fields near our place.
The rats were poison. It was so sad. I felt so sad.
After Oliver incident, my family decided not to raise any cat for awhile until one day a stray cat came to our house. Of course we kept him.
Mom named him Choke (means Luck) cause he always brought good luck. He was so nice.
He was never got mad at us. He just loved us dearly.
He never slept in our house at night. I guessed he had lots and lots of places to visit.
One day he came to the house looking really bad. He caught a bad cold.
He spent most of his time sleeping on a bench on the 1st floor.
He was killed by 3 dogs while walking from his rest room back yard to his bench.
My aunt buried him near the canal behind our place so he could travelling around like he always did.
After a tragic death of Choke.
Another cat came into ourlives.
He belonged to my neightbour but he spent most of his day time at our place.
His name was Sri Tong (golden) but I changed his name to Touch after a popular singer.
He was not that nice. He never biten us or anything. He was just...dirty.
He always went #1 and sometimes #2 on our floor.
So when his owner took him away, I didn't feel that sad.
He was not really my cat after all.
A few years later, we decided to have a cat again.
This time we brought 2 cats from a friend of my sister.
They were brown..dirty brown female cats.
Geu-Goon and Noon-Num were their names.
The names mean to help and to support.
We were so sacared to lose them like we did with all the cats we had in the past.
So we took great care of them both cause we didn't know what might happen, you know.
And our most fear came true when someone stole GG from our place one early morning.
GG was a sweet angle little cat. She was weak but we took care of her till she became better.
Then some monsters from hell took her away.
I just hate them...so much.
But I still had NN to take care of.
A few years afetr GG's gone, Noon Num was pregnant.
She had five babies but we got to keep only one of them, Zimba.
(The rest of her babies were too weak to survive.)
Because NN had no milk for her baby, my Mom had to be the one who fed Zimba.
He was so smart but he had a bad heart. He died before his first birthday.
We still had Noon Num. She was a true survivor.
She survived many many deadly situations in her life.
I thought she would always be with us but again another monster from hell took her away.
She escaped from that jerk once.
We kept her lock up in the house for weeks and weeks to make sure she was safe.
But we couldn't lock her up forever. We let her walk around again after awhile.
And she was gone. She was disappear and never came back.
In order to kept Noon Num company, Mom bought a little naughty kitten called Ta-Ngeaw form my cousin's place.
We believed she might feel better ater losing her son, Zimba.
Ta Ngeaw, what can I say about her. She was a nice kitten...now a really moody old lady!!!
She still here with me. It's been 7 years since this carzy cat came from my cousin's place.
We love her so much!!! She always sleeps in Mom's bedroom.
She hates my bed room for some reasons! She was our only cat for 5 years before we decided that we need more cats to play with.
That's why we brought another 2 white fat cats to be our dolls!!
Their name are Todd and Toy.
I really hate to say this but Todd was killed 5 months ago after spending 2 years of happiness with us.
I can't tell you without cring my eyes out about the day he was killed.
So I'm just gonna skip that one. Sorry!
All I can say is he was the angel. He was sent by heaven. He was so loving and smart.
That's why I am 100% sure he is in a good and safe place now.
Ok. Let's get back to talk about the cats I still have with me, Ta-Ngeaw and Toy.
God...I just love these 2 fur balls!!!
They make me happy everytime I go back from hard day of work.
They just come near me and let me pet them, hug them, kiss them and just rub thier soft fur.
Everytime my cats passed away, I told myself I would never loved any cats again.
It was so sad to lose something you love and cherish.
But they always surprised me. They somehow managed to open the door that closed by just being so darn liveky and cute!!!
I would surely miss all the happiness our furly little friends bring if I choose to close that door forever.
I don't know what's gonna happen in the future.
All I know now is...I love my cats and I'll never let any bad incidents in the past stop me from opening my heart to love them.
You know what, I'm glad I open my heart. I really do.
Amy
P.S. Rest in peace all my beloved cats in the past. Thank you so much for being a beautiful part of my life. =)
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Up Date on Doom's Day
Hello Hello!!!
GREAT NEWS!!
We survived yet another Doom’s Day!!
Hoo Ray!!!!!!
So glad I’m still here.
Actually there was a rather strong storm hit the town near my place yesterday.
They had to cut electricity to protect people from electrical shock.
Houses were destroyed. I’m glad that everyone was safe.
There were no serious injure or anything.
But they sure were so scared to death while it was happening.
I guess all of us are still frightened of the Tsunami thing that happened last year.
Subject changed….
Let’s talk about something less scary, shall we?
Hmm…what should we talk about then?
Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...
Have I ever told you my life is boring?
I have, haven’t I?
Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...
How about my extreme makeover thing so I can apply for a flight attendant position?
Oh...Again...I did tell you that one.
Well, what left then?
I guess nothing left to tell now.
God I am boring!!!!
So darn boring!!!
Gotta go now.
I promise a less boring entry next time. (As If!)
Have a good one!
So Darn Boring Chubby Girl Called Amy
P.S. I love "The Great American Song Book" from Mr. Rod Steward so much.
There are 3 of them. They are all so amazing...incredibly awesome!!
The best track for me must be "Till there was you"
I'm kinna wait for that certain feeling to happen.
"There was love all around
But I never heard it singing
No I never heard it at all
Till there was you"
It will happen someday. I will be singing this song someday.
Gotta go now. (with a hopeful smile on my face => this time)
GREAT NEWS!!
We survived yet another Doom’s Day!!
Hoo Ray!!!!!!
So glad I’m still here.
Actually there was a rather strong storm hit the town near my place yesterday.
They had to cut electricity to protect people from electrical shock.
Houses were destroyed. I’m glad that everyone was safe.
There were no serious injure or anything.
But they sure were so scared to death while it was happening.
I guess all of us are still frightened of the Tsunami thing that happened last year.
Subject changed….
Let’s talk about something less scary, shall we?
Hmm…what should we talk about then?
Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...
Have I ever told you my life is boring?
I have, haven’t I?
Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...Hmm...
How about my extreme makeover thing so I can apply for a flight attendant position?
Oh...Again...I did tell you that one.
Well, what left then?
I guess nothing left to tell now.
God I am boring!!!!
So darn boring!!!
Gotta go now.
I promise a less boring entry next time. (As If!)
Have a good one!
So Darn Boring Chubby Girl Called Amy
P.S. I love "The Great American Song Book" from Mr. Rod Steward so much.
There are 3 of them. They are all so amazing...incredibly awesome!!
The best track for me must be "Till there was you"
I'm kinna wait for that certain feeling to happen.
"There was love all around
But I never heard it singing
No I never heard it at all
Till there was you"
It will happen someday. I will be singing this song someday.
Gotta go now. (with a hopeful smile on my face => this time)
Friday, March 11, 2005
My Favourite Quotes Episode 1
Here are some of my favourite quotes from pretty much everywhere.
I have been searching for them on the internet for awhile.
I'll try to put more of them some other time.
Amy =)
Life is like a cock, when it gets hard - f*ck it.
"How come all the cute guys live in the TV and won't come out?" *****
The average man prefers beauty over brains because the average man can see well than he can think.
Be nice to the nerds and geeks in high school - you'll be working for them in the future.
"All I'm saying is that somewhere out there is the man you are supposed to marry. And if you don¹t get him first, somebody else will, and you'll have to spend the rest of your life knowing that somebody else is married to your husband." -Marie, 'When Harry Met Sally'
Time is the best teacher. Unfortunately it kills all its students.
Never compare your life to that of others. You will always end up vain or bitter. For there will always be greater or lesser persons than yourself.
I'm not a complete idiot. Some parts are missing.
Not many guys are worth your tears - the few that are will never make you cry.
No matter what you do someone will love it and someone will hate it, that's why you should just do what you feel is right.
Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love just makes the ride worthwhile.
Ally McBeal
"I think I just need to believe that it works love, couple hood, and partnerships. The idea that when two people come together, they stay together. I have to take that to bed with me every night, even if I'm going to bed alone. That's a McBealism."
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me; there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever."
Renee: "Snow White. Cinderella. All about gettin' a guy. Being saved by the guy. Today it's The Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Pocahontas. All about gettin' a guy."
Ally: "So basically we're screwed up because of..."
Renee: "Disney."
Never trust second thoughts. Next thing you know there'll be a third and a fourth...you'll be thinking forever!" -Richard Fish
I can't believe my life. One minute it's going okay, I mean...as okay as my life can get, then the gong knocks me completely off my feet.
****Today is gonna be an uh, a less bad day, I can feel it. Sometimes I wake up and I just know that everything is going to be...less bad
I actually like the quest, the search, that's the fun, the more lost you are the more you have to look forward to, what do you know, I'm having a great time and I don't even know it.
Ally (voice over): Looking backwards, many of the saddest time in my life turned out to be the happiest. So I must be happy now. Yeah. This is gonna be good. Why else would I be crying?
Maybe I'll share my life with somebody... maybe not. But the truth is when I think back of my loneliest moments, there was usually somebody sitting there next to me.*****
I have been searching for them on the internet for awhile.
I'll try to put more of them some other time.
Amy =)
Life is like a cock, when it gets hard - f*ck it.
"How come all the cute guys live in the TV and won't come out?" *****
The average man prefers beauty over brains because the average man can see well than he can think.
Be nice to the nerds and geeks in high school - you'll be working for them in the future.
"All I'm saying is that somewhere out there is the man you are supposed to marry. And if you don¹t get him first, somebody else will, and you'll have to spend the rest of your life knowing that somebody else is married to your husband." -Marie, 'When Harry Met Sally'
Time is the best teacher. Unfortunately it kills all its students.
Never compare your life to that of others. You will always end up vain or bitter. For there will always be greater or lesser persons than yourself.
I'm not a complete idiot. Some parts are missing.
Not many guys are worth your tears - the few that are will never make you cry.
No matter what you do someone will love it and someone will hate it, that's why you should just do what you feel is right.
Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love just makes the ride worthwhile.
Ally McBeal
"I think I just need to believe that it works love, couple hood, and partnerships. The idea that when two people come together, they stay together. I have to take that to bed with me every night, even if I'm going to bed alone. That's a McBealism."
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me; there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever."
Renee: "Snow White. Cinderella. All about gettin' a guy. Being saved by the guy. Today it's The Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Pocahontas. All about gettin' a guy."
Ally: "So basically we're screwed up because of..."
Renee: "Disney."
Never trust second thoughts. Next thing you know there'll be a third and a fourth...you'll be thinking forever!" -Richard Fish
I can't believe my life. One minute it's going okay, I mean...as okay as my life can get, then the gong knocks me completely off my feet.
****Today is gonna be an uh, a less bad day, I can feel it. Sometimes I wake up and I just know that everything is going to be...less bad
I actually like the quest, the search, that's the fun, the more lost you are the more you have to look forward to, what do you know, I'm having a great time and I don't even know it.
Ally (voice over): Looking backwards, many of the saddest time in my life turned out to be the happiest. So I must be happy now. Yeah. This is gonna be good. Why else would I be crying?
Maybe I'll share my life with somebody... maybe not. But the truth is when I think back of my loneliest moments, there was usually somebody sitting there next to me.*****
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Fortune Telling
Do you believe that our future lies in our hands?
(When I say hands I mean the palms of you hands.)
Do you think the crinkle tiny lines can tell what will happen when you turn 25?
Don't laugh at me cause what I'm about to say is kinna funny.
Here it goes...I believe that somehow the tiny lines in our hands, the crystal balls, the cards, leaves and our birth date can indicate our future.
The idea is somewhat silly for most people but as an amature fortune teller, it's not that non-sense at all.
I used to read cards for people a lot in high school.
(I don't get to do that so much now.)
And I also love some fortune tellers to read for me too.
Most of the readings I recieved were 85% accurate.
Some were not that accurate.
And a few of them were just total crab!!
But like I said most of them were ok.
Let me tell you a bit about my lastest fortune telling with the Tarot lady.
She said...
- I didn't believe I had the potential to be what I wanted to be. Correct.
- I was about to give on my dream to become somebody. Correct.
- I was desperately need a better job. Correct.
- I was inolving with this younger guy and also some older guy "as friends." Correct.
- I would be single for a few more years. (scream) No Way!!!!!!!!
In short almost everything(90%) she said was correct.
I haven't met this lady before in my life.
How can she knew my thoughts, my fears...my whole life by looking at 10 pieces of paper?
That's why, for me, fortune telling is not that silly at all.
Hmm...what else I should say?
I should say something smart here.
As much as I like and believe fortune telling, it's such a crazy idea to live your life relying only on what the tellings say.
You have to get up and try it on your own as well.
If you want something, go get it or at least die trying.
That's what you should do.
Fortune telling is like an outline of our life story.
You can't let fate writes the whole thing for you.
Cause at the end of the day, it's you who have all the power to write or rewrite your story.
Am I right?
Ohh...What a nice post!
I hope someone would stop by and read it.
Cause, Amy, writing not so non sense story only happen once in a bluemoon.
Have a great one.
Amy =)
P.S. Remember the guy I told you I likeed his thoughts, Jon Jonsson?
Well, I posted something on his blog and he answered my silly question.
"If I woke up one day as a woman, after gazing at myself in the mirror naked for a while,
I would probably then go to the hospital and ask a doctor what the hell happened.
I would then probably become a lesbian."
Sweet...
(When I say hands I mean the palms of you hands.)
Do you think the crinkle tiny lines can tell what will happen when you turn 25?
Don't laugh at me cause what I'm about to say is kinna funny.
Here it goes...I believe that somehow the tiny lines in our hands, the crystal balls, the cards, leaves and our birth date can indicate our future.
The idea is somewhat silly for most people but as an amature fortune teller, it's not that non-sense at all.
I used to read cards for people a lot in high school.
(I don't get to do that so much now.)
And I also love some fortune tellers to read for me too.
Most of the readings I recieved were 85% accurate.
Some were not that accurate.
And a few of them were just total crab!!
But like I said most of them were ok.
Let me tell you a bit about my lastest fortune telling with the Tarot lady.
She said...
- I didn't believe I had the potential to be what I wanted to be. Correct.
- I was about to give on my dream to become somebody. Correct.
- I was desperately need a better job. Correct.
- I was inolving with this younger guy and also some older guy "as friends." Correct.
- I would be single for a few more years. (scream) No Way!!!!!!!!
In short almost everything(90%) she said was correct.
I haven't met this lady before in my life.
How can she knew my thoughts, my fears...my whole life by looking at 10 pieces of paper?
That's why, for me, fortune telling is not that silly at all.
Hmm...what else I should say?
I should say something smart here.
As much as I like and believe fortune telling, it's such a crazy idea to live your life relying only on what the tellings say.
You have to get up and try it on your own as well.
If you want something, go get it or at least die trying.
That's what you should do.
Fortune telling is like an outline of our life story.
You can't let fate writes the whole thing for you.
Cause at the end of the day, it's you who have all the power to write or rewrite your story.
Am I right?
Ohh...What a nice post!
I hope someone would stop by and read it.
Cause, Amy, writing not so non sense story only happen once in a bluemoon.
Have a great one.
Amy =)
P.S. Remember the guy I told you I likeed his thoughts, Jon Jonsson?
Well, I posted something on his blog and he answered my silly question.
"If I woke up one day as a woman, after gazing at myself in the mirror naked for a while,
I would probably then go to the hospital and ask a doctor what the hell happened.
I would then probably become a lesbian."
Sweet...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Doom's Day
I have been hearing this Doom's Day thing for over a month now.
They said the world would end on 25th of February.
Well, we survived that one.
Then they said March 6th was another day to be extra careful wherever you go.
Cause it is, according to those people, a Doom's Day which is today.
Hmm..it's 3.06 P.M. here.Guess we'll survive this one also.
But..that's not it.
There is another Doom's Day to look forward to...March 12th, 2005.
They said there would be a massive land slide and earthquake and all the scary things that only our mother nature can create.
Do I believe what they said?
Hmm...let see.. will you believe it if someone told you over 150,000 lives would be 'washed away' on Boxing Day?
Well, we can never be too careful when it comes to a warning like that.
There are a lot things that are totally out of our control...something mysterious, something we, human being, would never understand.
That's why I said we could never be too careful.
If the wolrd would really end within a week...I would be so danm angry.
I'm 24 years old.
There will so much more lessons for me to learn, so many people to meet, so much happiness and sadness to face and so many places to go.
I would miss all that if the world end.
Wouldn't you be angry?
There are hundreds of thing I promise myself I would do before I die.
Not really a promise, more like things I want to do, thing I must do something like that you know.
Well, here are some of them...
1. Going back to USA to stay
2. Having a meaningful relationship
3. Giving birth to Joey...my Joey
4. Providing great fortune for my parents, my sister and my cats
5. Meet JH, PW, and JJ in person and if I could... make them fall for me 55555555555
6. Learn to arrange flowers, take good pictures, speak other languages, ride a ship, fly a plan and the lists go on
See that are just some examples of what I want to do before I say bye-bye to the world.
But then again those Doom's Day thing might never happen at least not in our time.
What I want to tell you here is to be sure you live your life everyday.
Don't take anything for granted.
Tell your love ones you love them.
Forgive people for their mitsakes.
Wake up with smiley face.
Go to bed with grateful feelings.
Tell youself how lucky you are to still be here.
So stop worrying and start living.
That's all we can do.
That's what I'm trying to do.
Gotta go now.
See you Later!!
Amy =)
They said the world would end on 25th of February.
Well, we survived that one.
Then they said March 6th was another day to be extra careful wherever you go.
Cause it is, according to those people, a Doom's Day which is today.
Hmm..it's 3.06 P.M. here.Guess we'll survive this one also.
But..that's not it.
There is another Doom's Day to look forward to...March 12th, 2005.
They said there would be a massive land slide and earthquake and all the scary things that only our mother nature can create.
Do I believe what they said?
Hmm...let see.. will you believe it if someone told you over 150,000 lives would be 'washed away' on Boxing Day?
Well, we can never be too careful when it comes to a warning like that.
There are a lot things that are totally out of our control...something mysterious, something we, human being, would never understand.
That's why I said we could never be too careful.
If the wolrd would really end within a week...I would be so danm angry.
I'm 24 years old.
There will so much more lessons for me to learn, so many people to meet, so much happiness and sadness to face and so many places to go.
I would miss all that if the world end.
Wouldn't you be angry?
There are hundreds of thing I promise myself I would do before I die.
Not really a promise, more like things I want to do, thing I must do something like that you know.
Well, here are some of them...
1. Going back to USA to stay
2. Having a meaningful relationship
3. Giving birth to Joey...my Joey
4. Providing great fortune for my parents, my sister and my cats
5. Meet JH, PW, and JJ in person and if I could... make them fall for me 55555555555
6. Learn to arrange flowers, take good pictures, speak other languages, ride a ship, fly a plan and the lists go on
See that are just some examples of what I want to do before I say bye-bye to the world.
But then again those Doom's Day thing might never happen at least not in our time.
What I want to tell you here is to be sure you live your life everyday.
Don't take anything for granted.
Tell your love ones you love them.
Forgive people for their mitsakes.
Wake up with smiley face.
Go to bed with grateful feelings.
Tell youself how lucky you are to still be here.
So stop worrying and start living.
That's all we can do.
That's what I'm trying to do.
Gotta go now.
See you Later!!
Amy =)
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
New Hair Cut
I just had my hair cut yesterday.
It is sooooooooooo short...so short.
I have no problem with wearing short hair you know.
I kinna like it actually.
I look at least 5 years younger then my real age!!!
And that's, my friends, is awesome.
Most Thai girls love to wear their hair long.
So having short hair is great cause I am now...different. HEE HEE HEE
Actually I am always different in a good way I mean.
I am 5' 7".
My shoes size is 9.5.
I weight 130 pounds.
That makes me a really really big girl comparing to the other girls in Thailand.
It wasn't an issue for me before...how much I weight, what kind of hair I wear until now.
I am applying for a flight attendant position aka for beautiful people only.
Yes, you heard me..I want to be a stewardess!
Don't laugh at me!
People make lots of money doing that!
And if I'm lucky, I'll be one of those people too!!!
So what should I do now?
First I have to lose some weight say 10 pounds.
Second do some extreme makeover.
Then apply...I would never get the job if I don't apply.
Finally stay positive even if they rejected me!!
That's really really cool thing to do.
Ok...that's all for now.
I'll come back soon.
Amy Crazy =)
P.S. My Liverpool losed that stupid game on Sunday.
I was so up set!!!! I hate Chelsea!! JERK!
It is sooooooooooo short...so short.
I have no problem with wearing short hair you know.
I kinna like it actually.
I look at least 5 years younger then my real age!!!
And that's, my friends, is awesome.
Most Thai girls love to wear their hair long.
So having short hair is great cause I am now...different. HEE HEE HEE
Actually I am always different in a good way I mean.
I am 5' 7".
My shoes size is 9.5.
I weight 130 pounds.
That makes me a really really big girl comparing to the other girls in Thailand.
It wasn't an issue for me before...how much I weight, what kind of hair I wear until now.
I am applying for a flight attendant position aka for beautiful people only.
Yes, you heard me..I want to be a stewardess!
Don't laugh at me!
People make lots of money doing that!
And if I'm lucky, I'll be one of those people too!!!
So what should I do now?
First I have to lose some weight say 10 pounds.
Second do some extreme makeover.
Then apply...I would never get the job if I don't apply.
Finally stay positive even if they rejected me!!
That's really really cool thing to do.
Ok...that's all for now.
I'll come back soon.
Amy Crazy =)
P.S. My Liverpool losed that stupid game on Sunday.
I was so up set!!!! I hate Chelsea!! JERK!
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