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And I Dream Again

I had a really..hmm..what can I say...hmm...good dream last night.
I was with Seann William Scott.
And...let just say we had a great time...
Again...dream+guy+one crazy woman ring any bell?
I just promised myself to wake up a few days ago.
Look at me now..back to where I was again.
Damn me!
I need to get a real boyfriend!!!!!

Hey! I have someone to introduce his name is Joe.
He is a guru.
Ask him anything you want to know.
He has all the answer!!!
I guarantee.
http://www.primarygames.com/holidays/birthday/games/gurujoe/index.htm

Good Luck!
Amy Silly

Dream

Paul Walker



Have you ever fallen for someone you couldn’t be with because your love life is so boring?
I did…a lot when I was a teenager and I still do until now.
When I say guy you couldn’t be with I mean Guys on TV.
There are two guys I’m head over feet for recently.
One is Paul Walker (of course!) The other one is Mr. dreamy eyes Josh Hartnett.
I could just say I have no idea where this craziness comes from but I’m not gonna do that.
Why, because somehow I do know exactly why Josh and Paul have been on my mind constantly.
Let me tell you a little bit about myself.
I’m a 24-year-old woman…single woman who lives in NO-STRAIGHT-GUY-LAND.
Yes 85% of the guys I know are gay. Seriously they are gay.. all of them!
Wait a minute…do they pretend to be gay when I’m around?
I need to check on that one. >:(
Anyway, where were we? Oh...Josh and Paul.
They are, to me, a safe place to rest.
They live in an ideal world where no harm can enter.
That’s why I am so happy to live in that fantasy world with them.
I’m I crazy? A little bit maybe!
I talked to my friend about this once you know.
About the fact that no one but guys on TV can get my attention.
My friend told me to wake up...to open my eyes.
He said it’s not ok to caught up in this surreal world too long.
So I did take his advice. I opened my eyes.
I didn’t like what I see.
The world was spinning around so fast.
I couldn’t keep up with it. That scared me.
I’m too slow, too old, too coward and too tired to follow.
That’s why I decided to close my eyes again.
No no no I’m not giving up or surrender...no way.
Maybe I was too weak the last time I wake up.
Maybe I need to get back to my fantasy world one more time to regain my hope my faith and my belief in relationship.
I guess I have to tell myself sometimes relationship in reality can be a great one too.
I need to be strong so I can face the world again gracefully.
I will step back in the real world where you guys dwell soon enough.
In a meantime let me create my perfect parallel universe for another while. I promise it won’t be long this time. =)

Anyway, I just saw this really cool guy on TV a month ago (touché!)
His name is Jon Jonsson, the Manhunt Hunk.
I’m not attracted to him physically.
The ways he looks at the world is what I like so very much.
I’m positive that whatever he has in his head will surely be useful for mankind someday!
(None of those great stuffs exist in my messy brain!!!)
I heard he’s coming to Thailand.
It would be nice to meet him in person.
But the again I am Amy.
Amy never had any luck when it comes to guys.
God I just love being me!!!!

Gotta go now…brain check is needed!
A crazy person called Amy from No Man Land =)

Whinning

Have you ever wonder why we have to grow up?

I dont like my life now. Life has no fun these days.

All I do is work work work.

The work that I don't even like!!!

I'm struggling to go away.

I remember how much fun and happiness I had when I was a kid.
My favourite time in life would probably be my time in High School.
I had great friends back then.
They are still my friends but we are far apart.
The last time my friends and I met was on 28th January 2004.
It was our graduation day..the day we entered the grown up world.
And I haven't met any of them since then.
I try so hard to keep in touch with as many of them but God it's soooooo hard.
I guess that's happen sometimes when we grow up.
People you used to know when you were young are ...missing.
I hope that would never happened but I was wrong.
It's happening. People I love and hope to keep them for life are missing.
I'm not ready for that yet.
Is it sad...for me it is so sad.
The saddest thing of all is...I always love my life in the past...not present.
The past is always fun for me... not present.
That's sucks!! Really sucks!

What a boring person I am. Have you ever met any one so boring?

God..I'm just 24.

A 24-year-old shouldn't be whinning...yet.

What should I do then?
Leave the job?
I sure will. As the matter of fact I am trying to find new job at the moment.
I just hope it's a good one.
Make it a good one ok?
That might make me forget about my past and put all my energy on my future..a bright future! (please..)

Gotta go now.
I hope the next one is better cause like someone used to say 'Tomorrow will be less bad.'
Right?

Amy