Good Thought

Someone asked me a few days ago...why are you still single?
Why am I still single?
Hmm... let's see...I'm too picky maybe.
Or it's just not the 'right' time to meet the 'right' guy yet.
Or I'm just not that lucky in love..
Or, maybe...just maybe, I was born to run wild by myself.

Is it sad? Yes, it was...a long time ago.
It used to bother me so much to know that I will end up alone...dead in my house with half of my face missing. (Forensics find out later...my face was eaten by my cats cause they are too hungry.)

Anyway, where was I?
Oh..it used to be a 'crime' hanging a scarlet letter "S" around my neck.
Everybody was having someone to love. Of course I was not one of those people.
I guess it happens sometime...wanting someone cause you hate to be alone.
It's not love. I know that now.
Love and relationship is not Valentine's date, candle light dinner, romantic getaway or whatever.
It's about understanding, acceptance, patience and so on.
Why, cause it's not just you it's about taking care of someone's heart and feelings too.
I'm not sure I can do that.
Well, I might be able to be some guy's good girlfriend someday.
But not that soon...not any time soon.
I believe what appropriate now is to quote Carry Bradshaw, my favourite lady in the world.

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with. "

Wow..that's just so cool!!!
All I have to do is make sure I'll always come back here whenever I feel sad and down.
This silly post will brings smile back to my face again.
For Sure!

I love being me. I really do. =)
Amp