Good Thought

Someone asked me a few days ago...why are you still single?
Why am I still single?
Hmm... let's see...I'm too picky maybe.
Or it's just not the 'right' time to meet the 'right' guy yet.
Or I'm just not that lucky in love..
Or, maybe...just maybe, I was born to run wild by myself.

Is it sad? Yes, it was...a long time ago.
It used to bother me so much to know that I will end up alone...dead in my house with half of my face missing. (Forensics find out later...my face was eaten by my cats cause they are too hungry.)

Anyway, where was I?
Oh..it used to be a 'crime' hanging a scarlet letter "S" around my neck.
Everybody was having someone to love. Of course I was not one of those people.
I guess it happens sometime...wanting someone cause you hate to be alone.
It's not love. I know that now.
Love and relationship is not Valentine's date, candle light dinner, romantic getaway or whatever.
It's about understanding, acceptance, patience and so on.
Why, cause it's not just you it's about taking care of someone's heart and feelings too.
I'm not sure I can do that.
Well, I might be able to be some guy's good girlfriend someday.
But not that soon...not any time soon.
I believe what appropriate now is to quote Carry Bradshaw, my favourite lady in the world.

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with. "

Wow..that's just so cool!!!
All I have to do is make sure I'll always come back here whenever I feel sad and down.
This silly post will brings smile back to my face again.
For Sure!

I love being me. I really do. =)
Amp

Mom's Birth Day

Dear Blogger

November 6, 2005 was a fantastic day.
Nice day like that was hard to find for me lately.
That's why I'm happy to share my story here.
That day was Mom's birthday.
My sister and I held a small party for her.
It was really good...the whole thing you know.
Food was great, music was awesome, the drinks...oh the drinks were amazing.
We were laughing so much that day.
It was a really really good good day for our family.

I remembered vaguely about a day like that.
It was my birthday party a few years ago.
We did the same things...eat, drink and sing so loud.
Thsn it hit me. I realised one thing 'Happiness is not that hard to find.'
Spending time with your love ones, doing whatever crazy things you feel like doing' cosuming anything you want(high carb, full fat, etc.)
That's what happiness is all about.
That's what birthday is all about...
Birthday is not about fancy feast or expensive gifts...just a small party, a few happy birthday phone calls and lots of smilling faces are all that I need for my birthday.
And I strongly hope everyone would do the same.
Cause if I, Amy, found happiness by doing those things, anyone could find it too.
Pretty good, right? Well, I can come up with pretty good stuff too. (from time to time!)

Well, hope to write more of the good journal in the future.
Nice day folks! =)
Good Old Amy (with a really happy heart)