Riding with My Beans

Dear My Beloved Blogger
Guess what....
What? What? What?
=) I had a chance to go somewhere with Beans!!!
For two days in a role!!! Scream!!!!
And the best things of all is, I'm now so sure that Beans is straight!!!
Bravo! Yeah! Hoo-Ray! Woo- Hoo!

You think my life is perfect now, ha?
No way, Hon, this is me remember.
I'm unlucky Amy.
Even though I know Beans is straight, there's a price to pay.
Beans likes someone else and likely to 'stand still' with someone too.
Nice, isn't it?
Bravo! Yeah! Hoo-Ray! Woo-Hoo!

Anyway, Beans is just one of the messy stuff I'm dealing with at the moment.
Career thing is of course my priority.
Then there is Granny's health issue.
My Granny is sick. She will be better.
I'm not ready to let her go yet...not when I'm still the same loser she raised up 25 years ago.
I want her to see my success.
If she has to go...I want her to see a sucessful Amy, to be proud.
That's what I'm trying to say.

Then there is health thing: weight lose, diet stuff, teeth problems, the list goes on...
I'm tryimg so hard to fix these annoying problems. Still waiting to be cured.
And there are more problems I have to take care of.
If we had enough space and time, I would be moe than happy to address them.
In short what I'm trying to do is stop being so messy and pathetic.
That's what I'm working on everyday for years and years.
Damn! My life's sucks!

Gotta go now...
Great Day!
Same Old Messy Amy

P.S. How can something so nice like a ride with Beans end up to be my messy life again?
Damn it, Amy! You're so full of yourself.