Thursday, September 22, 2005

Let's Call Him Beans


Why do I have to dress up for a guy who will never look at me...not in a million years?
If that's not sucks enough, I'm 85% positive that the guy is GAY.
Yes GAY GAY GAY. Darn Darn Darn!!!!
OK. Let me start it again, properly.
The thing is, I kinna like this guy...let's call him Beans.
I like Beans a little..who am I kiddin, I like Beans a lot.
He is so cute and funny.
Everybody says Beans has lots of gay qualities. That's why most people think he is gay.
I'm trying NOT to believe that rumor but the dude does look a little bit GAY.
Let's analyze his so call gay qualities...shall we?

1. He lives with the same guy for years. He tells everyone, that guy is JUST FRIEND. Right!
2. He wears a ring on his wedding finger. Guess who gave that ring to him...ding ding ding...his 'FRIEND'.
3. He likes kids. He wants kids. Who want kids at age of 25? I know I don't!
4. I'm not so sure about this one but Beans kinna pay too much attention to this particular guy in the office...particular GAY guy to be exact.
5. One of the girls said she saw Beans doing 'gay-like' dancing with a guy one night at this pub downtown.I wish I saw that dance move so I know if he is a dancing queen or just dancing jack ass.

Well, how about that? Is he gay?
I really can't tell. It's too hard for me to tell.
How can I, a girl who fell for Stephen Gateley from Boyzone and Mark Feehely from Westlife, seperate straight guys from gay people.
I just can't. My gaydar is broken!!! DAMN!

Anyway, the bottom line is Beans will never look at me the way I want him to.
That's all it matters. There is no chance whatsoever for Amy and Beans so call happy ending.
What left now...hmm...let's see...hmmm...nothing.
OOHHH Great! I have to start my love journey all over again! Or Maybe not?
I think I'll stay away from the battlefield for now.
It's not that good for me anyway, you know, love and relationship.
So why bother! Right?
Okay, this one goes for the people of the world, enjoy love while you can cause you might end up being a really unlucky whining bitch someday.
Just like me.
How lovely!

Good Luck Guys!
Kiss Kiss
Amy_Lonely :P

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Hey, why dont you just talk with BEANS and let him know your intentions and find his out too..are you on talking terms and close enough as friends atleast so that he could really tell you the truth? From your description of him, he seems a little shy. And its perfectly alright for straight guys to like kids and want them. Mot men lie that they hate kids, just to act tough. All the best and keep us posted at where you have got!!