Rainy Days

I think my ulcers has come back.
I just love them for coming back!!! Damn. >:(
Anyway, what's up! How are you doing?
It has been raining and raining and raining then raining again and again everywhere.
It would be so nice to stay home and wait to see the rainbow but as 'lucky' as I am I have to go out and work everyday.
How amazing!
That's really sucks! So darn sucks!

OK...let's see what should I tell you today...how about my coming days off?
I really really need it so very bad.
I'm waiting for the days to come.
Work has been, as always, boring.
So I want some time off from work from people from everything, literally.
I guess it happens sometimes with other people too you know...being so bored that staying away seems to be the only solution.
But then again, I will be back where I am again after holidays and that is even sucker.
God God God please show me the way...show me where to go.
I want to meet new people, to do new things, to live a completely different life.
I believe...I know that all those new moves in life will surely make me feel better.
Better than where I am today cause today is not good...nothing can be worse than my daily life...trust me on that one.
I just hope somehow I would be able to pull myself back on my feet again.
It takes sometimes for that to happen...it takes times to finally find happiness wherever it is, right?
That day will come...it will come for sure.

Another silly borring story of my boring life isn't it?
Well as always, hope the next posts are brighter ones.

Amy =(