Rainy Days

I think my ulcers has come back.
I just love them for coming back!!! Damn. >:(
Anyway, what's up! How are you doing?
It has been raining and raining and raining then raining again and again everywhere.
It would be so nice to stay home and wait to see the rainbow but as 'lucky' as I am I have to go out and work everyday.
How amazing!
That's really sucks! So darn sucks!

OK...let's see what should I tell you today...how about my coming days off?
I really really need it so very bad.
I'm waiting for the days to come.
Work has been, as always, boring.
So I want some time off from work from people from everything, literally.
I guess it happens sometimes with other people too you know...being so bored that staying away seems to be the only solution.
But then again, I will be back where I am again after holidays and that is even sucker.
God God God please show me the way...show me where to go.
I want to meet new people, to do new things, to live a completely different life.
I believe...I know that all those new moves in life will surely make me feel better.
Better than where I am today cause today is not good...nothing can be worse than my daily life...trust me on that one.
I just hope somehow I would be able to pull myself back on my feet again.
It takes sometimes for that to happen...it takes times to finally find happiness wherever it is, right?
That day will come...it will come for sure.

Another silly borring story of my boring life isn't it?
Well as always, hope the next posts are brighter ones.

Amy =(

Better Life..is coming(?)

Hi!

Ok Ok Ok even I have to admit that somehow things are getting tiny bit better.
The thing is I'm getting new super cool digital camera today or tomorrow.
I didn't even expect it coming, you know.
I thought it would take a few months for my Dad to buy me the new camera.
After all he just bought me a cute Hello Kitty cell phone last few months.
I think it's a gift from God to stop me from complaining sssooo much about my messy life!

Then again I'm still waiting for what I have been needing for so long...new career, better body and of course the big L letter.
It may take longer for those things to come.
But they will eventually arrive when the time is right..when I really deserve them.
At least now I can hope that good days are not THAT far away.
Hold on Amy dear...you are a good girl and you will get it all...all you ever wanted.
Not for long...not for long.

I LOVE YOU.
You Precious.

Amy_Amp =)
(Bigger Smile Today)

P.S. My P.K. never called. He was in Chiang Mai but didn't call. =(
UK movie shooting date is postponed. Well, be patience, they are coming...they are coming closer and closer...