Boy, Interupted

Well...How Dy?
I feel pretty good actually.
What can I say...hmm..I don't feel THAT good.
I don't even know how to start telling you this.
I think...I feel that...I believe that I'm falling for someone.
There it is. I just said it, have I?
I have been out of this thing for so long like...2-3 years I guess!
Yes, it's been almost 3 years since the last time I believe I fall for someone outside the Screen.
Now the boy is sitting a few steps away.
It's just...I don't know I like the fact that I'm falling for someone again.
It keeps me alive you know.
But the fact that I have been away from the battle field for so long makes this feeling somehow rather scary for me.
I don't know...I just don't know.
It's complicated.
I know the boy has someone.
With his looks and his sense of humor and his guitar...I bet lots of girls are more than happy to line up for him.
What I'm feeling right now is surely one-sided thing.
And that's just so sad so sad that I have to write the story on my blog. =(
I wish I could just snap my fingers and get rid of this feeling for good.
Of course I cannot do that.
Darn it!!
What should I do with him?
I hope the Airline accept me or the next best thing to be on Academy Fantasia so I don't have to deal with this feeling again. (Loser!!)
That would be the perfect perfect solution for this messy messy situation.
OH....DARN IT!!!!!!

Gatta Go!
I hate how I feel!
Darn it!

Amy =O