Whinning

Have you ever wonder why we have to grow up?

I dont like my life now. Life has no fun these days.

All I do is work work work.

The work that I don't even like!!!

I'm struggling to go away.

I remember how much fun and happiness I had when I was a kid.
My favourite time in life would probably be my time in High School.
I had great friends back then.
They are still my friends but we are far apart.
The last time my friends and I met was on 28th January 2004.
It was our graduation day..the day we entered the grown up world.
And I haven't met any of them since then.
I try so hard to keep in touch with as many of them but God it's soooooo hard.
I guess that's happen sometimes when we grow up.
People you used to know when you were young are ...missing.
I hope that would never happened but I was wrong.
It's happening. People I love and hope to keep them for life are missing.
I'm not ready for that yet.
Is it sad...for me it is so sad.
The saddest thing of all is...I always love my life in the past...not present.
The past is always fun for me... not present.
That's sucks!! Really sucks!

What a boring person I am. Have you ever met any one so boring?

God..I'm just 24.

A 24-year-old shouldn't be whinning...yet.

What should I do then?
Leave the job?
I sure will. As the matter of fact I am trying to find new job at the moment.
I just hope it's a good one.
Make it a good one ok?
That might make me forget about my past and put all my energy on my future..a bright future! (please..)

Gotta go now.
I hope the next one is better cause like someone used to say 'Tomorrow will be less bad.'
Right?

Amy