Dream

Paul Walker



Have you ever fallen for someone you couldn’t be with because your love life is so boring?
I did…a lot when I was a teenager and I still do until now.
When I say guy you couldn’t be with I mean Guys on TV.
There are two guys I’m head over feet for recently.
One is Paul Walker (of course!) The other one is Mr. dreamy eyes Josh Hartnett.
I could just say I have no idea where this craziness comes from but I’m not gonna do that.
Why, because somehow I do know exactly why Josh and Paul have been on my mind constantly.
Let me tell you a little bit about myself.
I’m a 24-year-old woman…single woman who lives in NO-STRAIGHT-GUY-LAND.
Yes 85% of the guys I know are gay. Seriously they are gay.. all of them!
Wait a minute…do they pretend to be gay when I’m around?
I need to check on that one. >:(
Anyway, where were we? Oh...Josh and Paul.
They are, to me, a safe place to rest.
They live in an ideal world where no harm can enter.
That’s why I am so happy to live in that fantasy world with them.
I’m I crazy? A little bit maybe!
I talked to my friend about this once you know.
About the fact that no one but guys on TV can get my attention.
My friend told me to wake up...to open my eyes.
He said it’s not ok to caught up in this surreal world too long.
So I did take his advice. I opened my eyes.
I didn’t like what I see.
The world was spinning around so fast.
I couldn’t keep up with it. That scared me.
I’m too slow, too old, too coward and too tired to follow.
That’s why I decided to close my eyes again.
No no no I’m not giving up or surrender...no way.
Maybe I was too weak the last time I wake up.
Maybe I need to get back to my fantasy world one more time to regain my hope my faith and my belief in relationship.
I guess I have to tell myself sometimes relationship in reality can be a great one too.
I need to be strong so I can face the world again gracefully.
I will step back in the real world where you guys dwell soon enough.
In a meantime let me create my perfect parallel universe for another while. I promise it won’t be long this time. =)

Anyway, I just saw this really cool guy on TV a month ago (touché!)
His name is Jon Jonsson, the Manhunt Hunk.
I’m not attracted to him physically.
The ways he looks at the world is what I like so very much.
I’m positive that whatever he has in his head will surely be useful for mankind someday!
(None of those great stuffs exist in my messy brain!!!)
I heard he’s coming to Thailand.
It would be nice to meet him in person.
But the again I am Amy.
Amy never had any luck when it comes to guys.
God I just love being me!!!!

Gotta go now…brain check is needed!
A crazy person called Amy from No Man Land =)